I had weaned off citalopram in March. I felt my mood start to deterioate from the end of April onwards. I went back to the docs she recommended therapy rather than restarting the meds. I then crashed mid June and have been back on citalopram ever since. It'll be 5 weeks on Friday. I had started to improve but today I feel as bad as did in the beginning. I've been off work since the crash but I had been in again for 3 days. Something happened yesterday which has triggered all the anxiety again and actually given me a whole load of new things to worry about. I can't see myself ever getting better.