I am aware this is a horrid thing to even think... I wanted my child so badly when I was pregnant and since she has been here, all I want is my life back. I miss doing what I want when I want and when she cries and does silly things I just get cross. I dream of when I used to not have a child to look after and know now I am stuck with her. I am aware I sound awful, the stupid thing is I know I do love her and I would die for her. I just need a break way more often than other mums it seems. How can I get out of this mind frame? I even bought us a pony to share as I thought that would help as Ide had horses all my life before I got pregnant. I do enjoy time with her, especially when I see her riding but it is hard and I have no family or friends that would have her over night so I could have a proper break. Does anyone else regret having a baby?