I've been depressed on and off for years. Am currently back on cit but only 10mg. I always try to keep the dose as low as possible. I run a lot - it's my drug-free medication. When I am running I am happy and relaxed - and the more I run the longer my moods stays up between runs. Two weeks ago I damaged my foot - I have been good and done all the right things to let it heal. Because I thought it was short-term I was OK. Last night I tried a short run - when walking there was NO pain. First step at a run and it felt like someone had stuck a knife in my foot. It's going to be months and I can feel the anxiety building up. I am lost. Not sure why I am posting as there isn't anything to be done but waiting. I can't tell my H just how bad it feels - he doesn't understand.