My anxiety and depression have flared up again. Fought so hard to get off benefits and work but I feel like I'm being crushed. The weight of it all is just coming down on me. Can't sleep, can't breathe.
Just can't do it. Youngest is under 5 so thinking of going back on income support to save my sanity but the thought of failing at employment just sends me spiralling.
Tax credits messed up so I've been overpaid, need to repay it so don't think I can afford to go back on income support.
Feel trapped