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I think I need to start taking antidepressants. I have been depressed for a long time but able to function at work etc. Now that a 5+ year relationship is coming to an end and I will have to start over by myself in my early 30s (no children), I think I need to sort out my depression as part of this. So far, so grown up BUT part of the reason I have put off doing anything before now is fear of the actual medication, so can I ask...
Are there any antidepressants that are less likely to cause nausea/vomitting? obviously I can take them with food, start with small doses etc but this is something I am really worried about due to emetophobia. Due to this I recently delayed starting antibiotics for a uti until I had it for a week 
Second, are there any antidepressants that come in a smaller tablet than others? I have a really hard time swallowing tablets and I know that even once I have a prescription I will really struggle to physically take them. I've tried all the usual tips but nothing really helps.
Thirdly, I haven't got a GP at the minute since moving to a new town. Once I get one I'll just have to go straight into the first appointment and ask for antidepressants - will this be ok or would they want to get to know me/monitor me for a while first? Now that I've made a decision to sort myself out I just want to get started as soon as possible.
Thanks in advance for any help/advice 