A few hours ago I stopped my friend from ODing. She had swallowed a bunch of pills and I had to force myself in to her room and talk to her as quickly as I could. She's been bullied by her flatmates at university (I'm also at uni) She told me she didn't want to be here any more, that her flat mates make her feel like a bad person whose done wrong. I managed to get through to her that this wasn't the right way to go about it and she made herself ill to bring up the pills.
I was still worried so phoned for an ambulance but they wont let me see her now as it's family only.
I'm literally shaking and I don't know if I should be doing anything else for her or if I didn't the right thing in calling the ambulance because now they are keeping her in for observation.
I also don't know what effect this will have when she returns to her flat. I'm just so shaken by what I've seen today and feel like I need a hug and for someone to tell me it's all going to be ok. I need a mum right now.