This may turn out to be a long one I'm sorry.
My dp has been saying I had pnd from the moment our ds has been born, he's been saying I'm mad, depressed, need help, apparantly has looked into pnd and is convinced I have it. We split up a fortnight ago, I finally couldn't take it anymore and after he went awol for 24hours getting hammered I left.
In the past we've always argued. Whenever we argue I keep being told to get out of his house, if i don't like it leave. We had tried relate for a few weeks but in honesty it made it worse.
I had a very bad pregnancy was basically laid up for 6months in alot of pain, unable to leave the house or do anything, i deffinately had pre netal depression, i was miserable, 1st couple of months of being a new mum were hard, a complete change, but I feel like I've settled down, only now, he says he's put up with so much for the last year.
He kept demanding I go to a doctor and he wanted to come, the 1st appointment I made we had to change for my ds as he was unwell. So after the split I went as he was still going on about it. I explained to the doc that my xp thought I should go, that I feel fine and dandy but xp kept saying i should go and that I think he's going to try and now use my mental state to get our child, as were not married and has only just found out that he has no real rights. I filled in some form thing and scored low, but I don't know how I feel.
Now I'm trying to deal with the split, sort out a house, money, access, and my ds is only just 5 months old. Now I'm unhappy. I love my ds and want to be happy, xp says i pick on everything, i start arguments. I just think any show of emotion, he says is being unreasonable and i have pnd!
Sorry to go on, but i just don't know my own mind anymore and now he has me wondering if im mad! Any Any advice, please I am no longer in control of my own brain!