I've been having a lot of trouble with my medication, I had another thread about the suicidal thoughts citalopram caused and I'm beginning to feel like I can't take it anymore.
I'm so irritable with DS, I'm not engaging at all and I keep having to stop myself from shouting at him. He's nearly two and it looks like he's starting another clingy phase, and that's what I think is going to tip me over... I'm barely getting through the day doing the bare minimum, I can't cope if he's going to insist on being near me all the time. He's not sleeping well at the moment either which doesn't help, I'm tired and that's making it seem worse.
Everything just seems to be overwhelming me and looming at me. I thought when I stopped citalopram it would get better, and the intrusive suicidal thoughts are almost all gone, but I'm still floundering. I need to go back to the GP and get help but I'm not sure where I could even begin trying to explain without sounding like the most ungrateful terrible mother.