Turning into suicidal

[Downtownmonkeyi]

I feel bad. I called out-of-hours docs, visited one and was sent a&e, got a nurse to see me today, because I felt like taking overdose to ease the pain. I didn't want to die, but none of the people I spoke to couldn't help me, I have started to think there is no solution and suicide is the only way forward.

My main problem is a bad feeling that I can feel by my whole body. Nobody hasn't ever understood what it is. I can't possibly be the only person to suffer from it. I am not depressed.

It's not a way forward.
It leaves the most devastating sadness and suffering for everyone left behind.

Can you go and stay with someone, so you're not alone?

I don't believe that suicide is ever the way forward; I have felt suicidal many times but always was very glad I never went through with it when the suicidal feelings went (as they do).

So what I'm saying is while there may not be an immediate solution to your problems; suicide is definitely NOT something you should be considering.

The best person to speak to is your GP about this bad feeling you get. If they are not sympathetic then try another GP. Write down a description of the feeling before you go to the doctor & any questions you can ask.
Hope it all works out ok.

Last time round I suffered from bad feeling for fours non stop. I was hospitalised many times and went through many many meds. I got better somehow but it has been back for year and a bit. I am reaching the end point. I will see cpn tomtorriw but don't have high hopes.

Tell your cpn exactly how you feel & that you feel suicidal, even if she can't help with the bad feeling she will be able to help you stop feeling suicidal.