Rock Fucking Bottom

[whatsthefuckingpointanymore]

I think I'm there. What's the point of this anymore? I don't know if I can keep going.

I'm miserable, I hate everything about me and I can't see any way out of the hole I'm in. Every time I have a good day/hour/whatever something happens and then whole fucking thing comes tumbling down. I don't want to be here anymore.

But of course I'm attention seeking instead of actually doing anything about it because I'm not fucking brave enough to end things. God I suck.

I am sorry you are feeling so bad. That is the trouble with depression that it puts us in a place where getting help is so difficult. Its good that you have posted here - it shows that you do really want some help and to change things.

Can you tell us a little bit more about why you feel so bad?

You are fucking brave. You're talking about it. What RL avenues for support do you have?