After going into talk to the recovery team last week and them making me feel 1000 times worse than I already was by saying that by not reporting my abuser I was allowing him to abuse more people, I have an appointment with my psychiatrist soon. After that bad experience last week I really feel like I don't want to see my psych and that I want to disengage with the whole mental health team. Dh thinks I still need to see the psych. I'm afraid the appointment will go badly and I'll feel awful again.