I'm finding it really hard at the moment, because my mum and dad are tidying everything up, {which is great} but they're really pedantic and have to do everything perfectly {which is great} . But I'm just feeling so c*p at the moment and all I want to do is to be able to tell them, but I can't. Also I'm getting really paranoid about all kinds of stuff - like adding things to discussions here (in case people realise just how c*p I am), and I really don't know what to do. Really what I want is a hug and to be able to have a bath and then some sleep. I'm still feeling useless, despite the drugs.