Ive never been a patient person. And I want it to be working now. But its only been 9 days. I thought it was 2 weeks before it started to work but now Im reading it could take a month, or even longer?
Its not for depression per se, I still get out of bed and get everything I need to get done, done. But life has thrown me a lot of curve balls and my best friends terminal illness is the final straw.
I was numb, then I cried and couldnt stop, on the second day I saw the doctor and she have me 20mg of citalopram. Ive had a few side effects, which have been mildly amusing and remind me of my rave days, but they seem to have passed. I was kind of hoping that with the passing of those, came the working of the tablets.
But Im still glum. Still snappy. Still down. Still moody. Still robotic.
I just want to feel happy. Positive and calm.
How long? 