My partner has been working from home pretty much this whole year, he's had some training for 3 days so it's just me and dd.
I've managed to keep myself occupied to the past 2 days, just keeping busy but today I woke up exhausted and feeling really sad . Like I just wanted to curl up into him and cry. I honestly don't know what to do.
He noticed I was upset and asked if he should stay but I told him to go, otherwise it will just be another day he has to go, may as well get it out of the way.
Why can't I cope on my own? I instantly feel lonely as soon as he leaves and I just want to beg him to come back. It takes so much control not to. It's pathetic. I never used to be like this before I was pregnant.
I had an emotionally tough pregmanancy actually due to my partner being a complete arse to me regarding, you guessed it other women :(
And this year he's been sick ( hence working from home) and everything has gone wrong financially etc. and recently being told dd likely has autism ( worse things in the world but such a shock to the system).
He left and I just bust into tears, as in full on wailing?! What's wrong with me :(
I just feel so upset.
I'm never like this around people, ever. Eughhhh