Long term bipolar, with long periods - months at a time - of depression so severe that I barely manage to get out of bed to get to the bathroom, struggle to hold a conversation, totally isolate myself in a dark room.
Empty nest with DH that does shopping, sorts bills, cooks and cleans until I emerge.
I can't take anti depressants, they rapidly induce mania and psychosis with inevitable section and long term hospital stay. I have tried Olanzapine, Quetiapine and Respiridone all with horrible side effects. I take a mood stabiliser, epilim chrono.
My CPN and psychiatrist recently changed. They are suggesting Aripiprazole now and if I cant tolerate that then ECT.
Does anyone have experience of either?