Suicide please help

[Gumnast2014]

Hi,

My best friend hung herself 2 weeks ago. I am beyond devastated. She never gave any indication to anyone she was struggling. But there for everyone. Why would she do that? All my friends are broken . I don't know what to do. I don't feel safe. I feel so disheartened. She was my one hope that one day I would be like she was. She had such a zest for life. This was so out the blue.

I am currently on a planned trip of a lifetime to oz and can't enjoy it. Obsessed about this, thinking its a dream. I know it's a process but I am hurting so bad

((HUGS)) Some people hide there depression from the world so effectively that nobody knows about it until it is too late. Especially someone who is always the person other people lean on may not know how to ask for help for herself. This is tragic, but it's not your fault. Grieving is a very individual process and it takes time.