Just that really. I'm trying to establish some sort of career success as a teacher but each time I try I have some kind of stress crisis and get bullied out.
I'm a ta which is stress free but I feel unfulfilled and unsuccessful.
I feel like a shit mum as I've been snappy and resentful with dd poor thing. It's a vicious circle as I feel I don't want to miss out on my daughters childhood by working ft but then feel frustrated that I can't advance my career.
I find the guilt of motherhood quite crushing at times.