Have posted in general health but then I saw the mental health forum.
I had anxiety/mild depression over six years ago and I got through it by being on medication just for a short while and have been fine up until recently.
But the past two months or so I've constantly been accusing dh of cheating to the point where it's starting to cause serious problems between us. I just can't help myself, the negative thoughts that when he is away from home working he is with someone else, he's lying to me , the list goes on. At times things he does can be suspicious but because I'm looking for things twenty four seven I don't know if I'm imagining it all. Once I get the reassurance from him that he loves me and only me I'm fine but then a few days later the awful thoughts pop into my head again.
We have a gorgeous dd who is 9 months and she's everything we could've wished for but my moods with dh is causing a huge rift, he's being patient with me but I can tell he is just sick of it now, he's been promoted at work and his hours are shocking ( which I don't think is helping) I've gone from seeing a lot of him to hardly seeing him at all, is this a sign of anxiety or maybe pnd??