This isn't that bad but after 17 years struggling with mh which actually is mostly linked to badly managed thyroid and my fear of admitting I struggle (fear of failure), I'm really struggling with letting my work know I need some time off. Social phobia linked to thyroid issues as to look at me it looks like there's nothing wrong but I'm not coping at all.
My boss is supportive, it's ignorant colleagues who frankly are knackered and old themselves and don't take my moanings seriously. Except I'm not moaning, I feel like I'm dying with sprains, aches, injuries , fatigue, I feel like I'm disappearing. I've tried 'carrying on' for over a year now with mixed success and am now facing facts for the sake of my health and also my son and husband.
I find it so so so hard to admit I'm struggling and so frustrating it can't be cured over night. I used to keep fit and so recovery after a wobble was quicker; Ive lost muscle strength and mass hence injuries from simply opening doors. Quite hypermobile doesn't help. Si joint really inflamed recently.
Typing this just helps even if no one reads!!
Right, off to phone my head.
Right off to phone