I just want to get off...

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It's like being on a waltzer, no one comes to see me. I miss my children, have not SI for two weeks now. Taking all the meds, I just want to stop this spinning. I want to feel ok. Can anyone offer advice on being IP but trying to engage?

I just want out of here, won't do anything silly. Just let me out of this flipping place. I came in voluntary can I just pack my bags and walk out? Private hospital but my insurance runs out soon.

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DH thinks I'm playing a game now. I am not. I can't kill myself as I have two babies, please help. I am on ad's and antipsychotics but I am losing it. Won't go into detail as it isn't appropriate but need talking down. I am up the walls right now.

Stay stay stay xxx

The best thing you can do is be honest with your doctors, that way you'll get the help you need. Being IP is hard but if you work with the hospital staff you'll recover more quickly.

I am working with them, I feel worse. I want my off work sick dream world back. I have issues, but addressing them makes it worse. I just want this to stop now, just want to go home,

Fluffy thanks x

I am going to the nurses station now, I am such a drama queen, please ignore me.

You're not a drama queen, you're in a vulnerable state in what can be a scary place. I hope the nurses can help reassure you.

It's ok, spoke to nurses and got more sleeping tablets. They will get psychiatrist to speak to me in the morning. All ok now.

Hope you manage to get some sleep and that things seem brighter in the morning

Just sending you love from one whose been there