Name changed for this as although I shouldn't feel ashamed I do. I've suffered chronic depression on and off for 15 years. This has lead to no qualifications, no job, no friends and a crap life.
I've been though so many medications and treatments (CBT) that don't work, I sense the GP is out of ideas. Just increased my medication to the maximum dose 2 weeks ago but I feel worse.
I've been reading about how the older medications are thought to be more effective but just not prescribed much due to the risks. Has anyone tried a tricylic, MAOI, lithium, etc, with any success?
I feel like I am reading the end of the road. If I got hit by a bus tomorrow it would be a relief.