Please help me I'm so broken

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Have cuts all down my legs scratches down my arm I can't breath I want to die but I want to live and be a better mum they're going to section me if they realise how fucking crazy I really an there's blood everywhere I told my husband I hate him but I don't I just wanted him not to take my razor away I'm such an idiot I can't be fixed I should die then everyone will be okay does my life have to be like this I'm such a waste of oxygen and I have 2 kids I'm ruining when wonderful people can't even have kids I would just give it up lay down and die right now if I was stronger I'm so broken I don't want to be sectioned I have separation anxiety from the kids and my husband but they'll see how crazy I am a D look me up anyway

He's going out he's leaving me with the baby it's cruel because I can't abandon the baby I have no one to take him but maybe if I call social services. I Co. Under leave him somewhere safe and anon call them to take him. I love him. Bi don't want to mess up his life

I know, it's shit. Put the baby in the cot, make sure they are clean and fed and walk away for 10 mins. Sit on the sofa, place your feet firmly on the ground and breath slowly in and out. You need to take a step back.

Why do you think they will section you? I was threatened but went IP voluntarily.

What else is going on to make you SI, keep talking. There are some wise people here. Your DH sounds like an arse but mine is similar and not an arse, just fed up with my depression and didn't know what to do.

Please call your GP or go to A&E if you are at your wits end.

Do you have someone you can speak to in real life, please don't worry about being sectioned, it is unikely to happen.

You can attend A&E for immediate support.

My advice would be to put the baby somewhere safe (in his cot), chuck the razor (easier said than done I know), look after your SI wounds and try to relax a little. See your GP ASAP as well.

Take care xx