Mania?

[Spaceboundeminem]

I have been very aggressive argued with everyone.

I even drove off from asda today leaving dh behind.
I don't feel overly sexual which is different for me.

But I haven't been sleeping and i seem to care less what people think of me.

I feel almost super human like no one can hurt me.

Sorry that things are difficult at the moment, have you got a psychiatrist or team involved in your care? Or a care plan that tells you or others what to do when you think things are deteriorating? Just wondering if you've got a diagnosis and feeling like this signals to you (or your dh) that things aren't right and you need to speak to someone. From what you've written it sounds like you could be heading for a high episode and might benefit from some extra help to get it under control. Can you keep yourself safe until you can speak to someone like your GP or care team on Mon? If you don't think you can wait that long can you talk to your crisis team, or go to A & E who can assess you to see if you need the crisis team before then. Has anything helped in the past when you've felt like this? Sorry, I realise I'm throwing questions at you that are probably really irritating, particularly if you're already feeling on edge! Hope you can speak to someone who can help, or things level out on their own. I know it's easier said than done, but if you can keep to any sort of normal routine with eating and sleeping that should help. Hope things level out soon.

I have a diagnosis of bipolar 1 and a care plan. I have had my meds reduced because I am pg. they think I'm going to misscarry though I'm just waiting to see if I do.

I dunno I feel so angry I can't help it I don't know if it's because of the pg situation it was a accident. My coil fell out and this would have been dc4. Everyone else was unhappy about pg and I feel very angry now I'm probably losing it. I feel like it's everyones fault.
Or I could be going manic. I just don't know.

I'm so sorry Space that you are in such difficulties. I think you should contact whoever the appropriate medical professional is who looks after you. It really sounds as if you need help urgently.

Oh sorry that all sounds really crap. I don't blame you for feeling angry and pissed off, sounds like a pretty normal reaction in your circumstances. But if your meds have been reduced it's worth talking to your cc to see what he/she thinks and how it fits if you've been manic before. Bless you, it all sounds shit. Hope you can take care of yourself even if that means retreating from your family for a bit. Take care