I don't know what to do. Pregnancy related.

[Spaceboundeminem]

I have bipolar 1 I was on a manic episode last month. I slept with a friend. I have a coil but now I'm two days late for period. So far not that bad right but I'm married.

Now I had a very traumatic termination when I was 15 I really don't want to go through a termination again. I still haven't got over the last one.

Obviously I need to tell DH who can be violent but here is my problem friend says that if I don't terminate he will commit suicide.
I am just so lost about what to do.
Then there is the fact that I will be a single mum to four dc. That I am on meds that cause birth defects.
I have tried leaving dh but he says to me that because of my mental illness he will take the dc.

Yes H would accept its his I just feel like I should tell him but I'm scared of his reaction tbh.

He knows I'm late but he doesn't know that I would be unaware of the father. Yes he is likely to become violent if I tell him.

The coil is very effective, it is unlikely you are pregnant. Test and then deal with these problems are there may be no need for concern. Can you buy a test today? Tell H (doesn't sound very 'D') that you have read you should do them now and again with the coil just to be sure?

Did a test and a very faint line showed up. You can only see it by holding up to light so will re test in a couple of days.