AIBU to want to kill all child abusers! *WARNING maybe triggering and lots of swearing*

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I just cannot understand why all fucking child abusers are not sentenced to death????? I mean WTF is wrong in that. They deserve to die the dirty piece of shits. Thanks to their fucking sickening actions people like me grow up with no fucking hope to have a normal life.

Every time I think I have dealt and worked throughout fucking issues I smacked whack straight in the face with news of another child abuse case in the media. The shitty cycle of flashbacks, panic attacks and emotional breakdowns starts all over fucking again.

I mean all these advances in medicine and they still haven't made a drug that can wipe unwanted fucking abuse memories. How about just hypnotising people to forget their childhood altogether! For fuck sake I can't deal with this shit anymore. I just want to go and find my abuser and stab a knife through his fucking heart!

Ok rant over.

Sorry don't mean to upset anyone that's why I hope people who will get upset stayed away after reading the title.

I was seriously sexually assaulted when I was 9 by a neighbour with Sen.
He wasn't even put into prison.

I would of liked him to serve time but not put to death.

My great grandfather who ran a paedophile ring raped hundreds of children.
I wish he had been hung.

I was sexually abused. I now work with teens involved in criminal activites, a number of whom have also been abused.

I don't want to kill the man who abused me. I would like him to suffer every day of his life. Killing him would mean nothing, he'd stop feeling anything, thinking anything, he'd have escaped that way. I don't want to see him ever again.

patrick & thedalek I'm sorry u have suffered also.

To me an abuser is an abuser it doesn't matter whether they have SEN! But that's my personal feeling/thinking.

Ur right thedalek maybe death is too kind a way out but I believe in the heaven/hell concept. So I believe my abuser will tortured in hell forever! So I hope anyway.

I'm just fed up with it all.

Thanku for the flowers monkeyface

Really struggling tonight with flashbacks

I'm so sorry you're having flashbacks.

I have often thought I wish they were dead as well as serial rapists and murderers and terrorists - they will never improve and become 'better' so what's the point of clogging up our prisons?

At the same time they are hardly suffering if they die. Even if you do believe in heaven and hell I know personally I'd like to see they are being made to endure life without ever being allowed to leave prison. Without anyone ever trusting them again. Without ever having any liberties again.

No personal experience of abuse other than sexual assault at 13, then a somewhat abusive emotionally and sexually relationship at 17 by the same person who assaulted me at 13. I honestly hope he too gets put to prison so he can't hurt anyone else but I know that's unlikely.

I hope you can get some sleep and comfort that what comes around, goes around. Maybe someone will sort him out like he needs to be sorted. Someone who doesn't have morals and will have no problem not towing the line...

I was abused too from age 9..
It is very hard to 'forget' with the media every day, but at the same time, the more people talk about it, hopefully the less 'taboo' it will become and hopefully children will be able to open up to someone easier

Thanks all for the replies and sorry to hear of ur experiences also.

I agree I am glad in one way that more is being done now than ever before with child abuse awareness and putting people to account.

I just can't seem to get over my own personal experience and it's becoming more and more harder to function each day. The flashbacks are horrid it's like living through the experience all over again

I just wish I could block it all out again the way I did before but that doesn't seem to work anymore.