Trying hold myself together and be positive
but so many things getting to me.
had bad row with husband and been in really dark depressive mood all day
Im up and down all time latly not sure what to do with myself
hubbys job security not good
dd2 has no school place and its 31st august
dd3s not talking and may have some special needs and starts preschool this week cue lots tears dreading it.
Dreading whole of next week back school pics dd2s little mates in their uniforms.
I keep repeating you need to chill stay postive and not fall apart.
But feel so sad watching littlies at park today and not even that cheered me up.
House is a mess, sprained my neck and shoulder.
not sleepiing.
hoping this will all pass and i sort my mood out but so hard.
I was same this time last year and felt made progress last 6months.