Just can't do this anymore

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Everything has just got on top of me. I can't do it anymore. I don't want to be here anymore.
It's just been a shit year, DF has bipolar and has been in deep depression all year; my mum is an alcoholic. I've just finished university and I just want to go back to how everything was. My DP and I broke up a couple of weeks ago because I realised he didn't really care anymore after 3 years, he doesn't want to speak to me anymore.
I always feel like this on and off but it's really kicked off this time. I feel there's nothing to look forward to. I just have bad luck with everything.
No one cares, no one loves me.
I feel so shit and lonely and just want a hug.

Hi

I don't know if I'm the best person to answer this but I couldn't leave this unanswered.

You've really had an awful time haven't you? No wonder you feel so depressed. I know it's not the same as the real thing but you can have a hug from me.

I know how shit night times can be when you're depressed.

I really don't want to leave you but I have had some health problems recently and I should have been in bed ages ago.

If no one else replies to you it's not because they don't care. It's just very late. I hope some other more useful people come along soon to hold your hand but I want you to know that I care and I know how it feels to feel so desperate and depressed.

I will check back on here when I can.

xxxx

Have a virtual hug from me too.

There are loads of good things ahead of you, just out of sight around the bends in the road.

You don't need to sort all the challenges out at once, you can tackle things one little bit at a time. People will help, starting here

Glad other people have come on

Night night.

Thank you for your messages, especially so late at night, I had just finished work.
I called Samaritans the other day.
I jsut feel like there's so many small things that have been bottled up. i just push people away now before they can hurt me any more. I'm so angry and hurt.

I don't know what to do next, I have no one to talk to in real life.
I tried to self refer to a counselling and depression therapies group but they haven't replied, it was several weeks ago.
It has taken my dad all year to get from the first appointment to being on medication.

I'm genuinely quite frightened at how awful I feel, I don't know hwo to feel better today.

Sorry to hear you are still feeling bad.

Have you considered OOH doctor? Is there anything that does help?

Am I understanding correctly that you have moved back to family home after graduating? You have a lot to contend with by the sounds of things.

And if you are frightened A&E is an option

Hello help I'm sorry I wasn't around earlier but wasn't feeling too good myself. I hope you are feeling a bit better now.

I was wondering if you could give us a rough idea of where you are. I don't mean your address or anything like that but just a rough idea of location e.g around London, in Yorkshire, somewhere in Scotland, something like that. It's just that if you did someone might know some other mental health services you can access near you. It sounds like you really need some help and I don't like to think of you struggling alone.