Recently ive been feeling stressed, ignoring it and telling myself i will get a grip. I have became so low over the past few days i feel like all i want to do is sleep. My job is stressing me out even though i only work normally three days a week, but its every weekend and now they want me to do holiday cover which means i will be working ten days in a row, hardly see my dd or dp. My job is high pressured with a lot of responsibility and i don't think its suitable anymore which is why im currently job hunting. That is mostly why im stressed. I don't know why in getting myself in such a state, people have bigger problems. I am so low that i don't have the energy to cook tea, we just got a takeaway.
i would love another baby but dp isn't keen and the house is too small, my job future is uncertain. That is also making me feel down. I feel like i have nothing to look forward to. Nobody i talk to seems to understand how bad i feel i just get told to calm down. Dr said my blood pressure is higher than it should be but i haven't told him about the stress yet, i just thought i could manage. I don't know what to do.