Feel like giving up.

[mommy214]

I dont really have anyone I can talk to without being judged. But I just feel so defeated and just throwing in the towel. If it werent for ny son I feel like there us nothing to live for. I am so stressed from finances and family issues I just dont want to live. But the thought of not seeing my son and the thoughr of how much pain he would be in just brings me to tears. I just dont know what to do. I really just wish tgere was something to make me feel better or something to give me a sign as what to do.

It's too easy to become preoccupied making sure everyone else is all right and then forget to look after yourself. How old is DS?

It takes guts reaching out and you're doing just that. And I think while you recognise how devastated DS would be to wake up to a world without you, you can keep a foothold, however shaky things seem.

Can you outline - without giving any identifying details of course - a little more about what troubles you?

I was looking through Unanswered Messages so not a regular on this thread but am sure someone experienced will come along soon. But can I just mention a website someone told me about, www.livinglifetothefull.com you might like to check it out.