I'm so sorry if this is a well worn topic. I'm suffering from anxiety and a bit of depression thrown in for good measure. I was prescribed first propranolol and then went back for citalopram a few days later. I avoided taking it for about a month as I was terrified of the side effects. I tried everything natural I could. My tummy hurt from natural remedies and my house smells beautiful from anxiety busting essential oils but I had to admit defeat and I've now been on cit for 3 weeks. One on 10mg and two on 20mg. The only side effect I have really experienced is increased anxiety when I went up to 20mg. I would have thought this should be easing now but I feel just as anxious as ever. Worrying so much about things I wouldn't have thought twice about before. I just don't know where this has all come from. I'm not like this as a person. I'm a smiley look on the bright side kind of a gal normally. I really want that person back now. Please please tell me that this is still normal and there's light at the end of the tunnel. I am also waiting for a referral for some CBT but have to have an evaluation first which has sent my anxiety rocketing 