Just need hand holding. I'm fine though.
I'm just finally seeing someone about all my issues today and I'm going to tell them everything.
All my mh issues that ruin every relationship, my ridiculous paranoia, the way I can be with my kids, the crying, the drinking to mediate, the pains in my body I've had got years and ignored, the new pain in my right shoulder that I'm terrified of.
Every thing.
11.30 and I'm finally going to admit it all.