I have threads all over the place but thought best to post this here.
A lot has happened recently, I've struggled with depression and anxiety for a while now. Recent events have led to a big dip in my mood, and making me think lots of negative thoughts.
I'm fed up of being like this, I can't continue like this and I don't want to keep putting family through so much stress.
Tomorrow I will be on my own, and I feel it's opportunity to do something. I keep thinking about taking an od. I've been thinking about it all week. I know it's wrong, and I'm crying out for help, I'm posting here, and I'm planning to talk to cpn tomorrow, but it's not changing what I want to do so badly. The urges are strong, and I know I won't be able to fight them 