I have been struggling with anxiety which has turned into a horrible low feeling for weeks now. I keep waiting for it to pass. It hasn't. I am considering medication but am not sure for a couple of reasons.
Firstly I don't feel sad all of the time. Last time I was depressed I couldn't get out of bed. It doesn't feel like that. Maybe I am just sad rather than depressed? A lots of changes, probs with my health etc.
Secondly I am worried about side effects. Weight gain, being spaced out. I do creative work and can't afford to feel disconnected. It's a long time since I took antidepressants though (ten years) perhaps they are better these days?