I feel so angry!

[Tealady1983]

A bit of background. I am married with 2dc. One is 6 with asd the other 5 months old. I am on mat leave at the mo and we have just moved into a brand new house. On paper life is pretty good so why do I feel so angry all the time. It's not directed at anyone or anything but it is there All the time I am either really angry (but underneath like nobody would know) or I am locked in the bathroom in tears wtf is wrong with me it worse about a week before I am due on but am on the pill on those days I can hardly get through the day x

Tealady you could be suffering from depression. Some people (including me) experience anger rather than or in addition to sadness. When did this start? Could you have PND? Please go and see your gp, you can be helped.

Probably since I left work tbh. I always feel like I am not doing enough when not working despite the fact my dd never sleeps for more than an hour at a time day or night I have a kinda mindset that I can do everything myself even DIY and have started putting dh down all the time I don't know why he's lovely

Agree with LL.

My PND after my 2nd child displayed as anger, and it was worse when I was PMTing even though I was on the pill. Talk with your GP

What did they do for you? I have an irrational fear of ss getting involved

Medication and talking therapy, eventually. Your irrational fear is another sign. They don't involve SS unless the children are in real risk of harm. Try to get over the fear whilst you still know it's irrational and make the first step in getting help.

Thank you all I greatly appreciate your help. I will try call docs tom x