background is off citalopram for a month, in that month my nan has passed away, ex husband abandoned DC, dp and I had a small row last night but today his words when called today were clipped and short with me. we made up last night but dosnt feel right. I've convinced myself he's having doubts.
my job is boring me senseless and I can't change because my ex has literally walked away, feels like I have handcuffs on 
I'm so unbelivabley sad ATM. I can't seem to get up and go today I have just been laid on my bed since 6.30 not moving.
need to plan something nice for DC tomorrow to get us out but its going to rain so I'm stuck?
any ideas? shall I go back on meds? I have some here.