taking too many tablets

[TwinkleTwinkleNeverwhere]

that about sums it up - i just want to block everything out. events from my past play over and over in my mind. i just want some quiet. i took over my prescribed dose of olanzapine in the hope it Will help...not a dangerous amount, i don't feel suicidal just so busy in my head.

everything goes okay then bam! it falls apart but i have realised it isn't everything, its just me, i am the common denominator.

i have nobody to talk to just now...im just writing this to not be alone.

Hello.

How much did you take?

I'm no expert btw, I just didn't want to read and not post. Is there stuff you'd like to talk about?

only enough to knock me out-they'll kick in soon.

the trouble is there's nothing wrong in theory, its all in my head, no matter what changes i can't get away from me.

Have you had any talk therapy? Meds can only get you so far, you also have to change the negative patterns of thinking.