I suffer from bipolar but function om...just. got a new job in January. Very excited as was teaching at long last and in a very posh school.
Just before I started it was as though a cloud descended and I got a real sense of dread. I got very anxious about the huge workload and at the same time my ex dp split from me which hurt a lot. I think it may have affectex my work.
I thought I heard my hoss talk about me vehind my back. It may be true. My classes were tough and I coildnt cope tbh.
It came to a head when a student threatened me and slt didnt support me.
I tesigned as a result but I cant help wondering if I was paranoid. Mabe I wasnt threatened and mabe management did support me as rhey claimed too.
They were going to fire me anyway due to bad performance as thd kids behaviour was bad in my classes. I have realised that teaching makes me ill which is sad as I have to give up a good career.
Will I ever get a hoid career with poor mh?