I always find it difficult to talk to other people about my feeling, apart from my dh but I feel I am always moaning to him about everything and don't want to upset him. I have two gorgous children and a lovely hubby but I can't help feeling really down at the moment, which could be due to my period (had a baby about 9 months ago, still bf and haven't had period yet). Right now I feel ugly, feel like I have hardly any friends, my family is in a different country, our flat is small and we have hardly got any money to spare. If you would know me you would probably not guess I am feeling like this and I feel ashamed to admit it but hope nobody is judging me on here. Does anyone feel the same? I hope it is not depression but sometimes I have no energy whatsoever and am scared that it could be depression. Also feel so jeallous of some people, which I really hate. It is not that I don't want them to have a big house, many friends, money etc but I would just like to have some of it too.......