For years I have repressed bad memories to the point where I didn't remember anything other than it happened.
Now they are all flooding back and I can't cope I see myself being raped over and over again. I remember taking care of my dad when he had taken too much speed. I remember every thing. All at once and it's too much.
I can't cope and I'm scared about what my pychiatrist is gonna say cus I admitted to crisis I take drugs and now they are gonna tell him.