I sit here with a massive smile on my face - and have felt like this so many times over the last few weeks.
I never, ever, ever, EVER felt I'd feel like this again - excited for each new day and thrilled to be alive.
It can happen. I'd given up all hope and thought I was stuck in the bad place for good.
MN got me through a lot of it so keep posting and doing your best to explain how you feel.
There are A LOT of wobbly moments/hours/days still but it's not all one big wobble which it really was. And it was very bad there for a bit.
Love to you all. I never believed people who said things get better but they can.