I left my ex who was violent towards me 6 years ago. He is not allowed access to my dd. We have both moved on. I met my dp 2 years ago. It is going well and my dd likes him. But i keep getting these waves of hopelessness and crying a lot. I feel like my ex took away 10years of my life i will never get back and now i am too old and weary to have any other children or fully trust anyone again. Has anyone else felt this way and will it pass?