Basically as the title says... I've had a stressful time recently and am really rather depressed. I saw my GP who is referring me for counselling and prescribed fluoxetine for me. I've picked up the tablets but can't bring myself to take them.
I'm terrified that:
- advice leaflet says might not be able to drive, I have to drive to work! Work is currently helping me feel vaguely OK so not going is not an option.
- side effects generally sound awful, nausea, anxiety, insomnia.. I already have all this - I don't think I can cope with being worse
- petrified of becoming addicted to them. Have friends who have been on prozac for 20+ years. Really do not want that.
- worried I'll be zombie- like.
- loss of libido seems really common. I don't want to lose my sex drive
I'm sure most of this is irrational anxiety driven by my depression.. please someone bitch-slap some sense into me so I can make a decision and either take the fucking pills or return them to the pharmacy.