Is it possible to cry all day?

[ShootMyMIL]

Thought I was doing well and coping with my depression& had found the light at the end of the tunnel

All I've done today is cry & have suicidal thoughts. I haven't eaten since xmas day as been down since then

ex-p and I were trying to make things work for our unborn baby. He opened all his presents and then left Xmas evening saying he wants nothing to do with me anymore.

My world has just fallen apart as things between us were improving or so I thought.

I have no where else to turn

He isn't worth it :-( You deserve so much more x

I don't want to be on my own with a baby as I wont cope

You will. It easier then looking after him too.

I can barely drag myself out of bed each morning... I'm a failure

Babies are great :-) they just want cuddles. Twatty men harder x

I know but I can't do it on my own.. I'm mentally not in the right place

Babies change the way you think. It becomes all about them. I was very sad before my Ds x

Please try to eat something op, even a cup of tea and a biccie?

Totally off my food.. Have just nibbled half a bourbon. Drinking loads of water.

I think I know deep down that I'll be fine but it's such a scary thought

Of course it is. It's also very hard to eat when you don't feel like it. Just eat what you can. Fruit is good as it's more like a drink when you don't feel hungry x

Not a huge fruit eater generally so chances are of me eating it now are slim. Going to try an orange & some fruit juice as I need something more than water as I feel weak

Anything you can x

Still haven't eaten& don't even have the energy to get up

Do try and eat something, even just some biscuits.

How are you feeling now op?

Crap worse than ever

He's been with someone else for ages, his mums getting him to get a restraining order against me

I love him so much & just want him in my life

Aww sorry you're still rough.

You MUST stop thinking about that gobshite though!!!! I know it's hard, really I do however one day soon you will realise you're best off without him. Really, truly, honestly.

Why would his mum be encouraging a restraining order against you? Have you done something you shouldn't?

Have you got anyone in rl to talk to? Mum, sister etc?

I've got no in RL that I'm close enough to talk to.

I feel like killing myself

I really think u should try calling Samaritans or go see a doctor. You are worth so much more than how that man is making you feel. I am awake myself feeling shot over a stupid man and sometimes things get so bad I feel like just running away and leaving all the crap behind but I stay because I have a little boy and girl who love me and need me. You are gonna have a lovely little baby who will love you more than anything. Please talk to someone.

And for the eating when I feel bad I find it hard to eat too but don't punish yourself by making yourself ill. Could you even manage a hot choc? Soup? Try to get a little something inside you as it will make you feel so much better

I don't feel like eating... Even the smell of food is making feel sick

I'm going to sound so selfish and horrible but I don't want this baby - it's his & I don't want a reminder of him every time

Just wanted to say it will get better. I know it feels like it won't but it will.

I've been to see GP & he wants to send me for counselling but there's a wait.

I've given up, it was a struggle to drag myself to the doctors