I am always worried that people don't like me, that they see through me and think I am stupid or weird. I always feel like I will be misunderstood. I worry that I will offend people. I worry that I will say something extremely rude to someone (logically this is unlikely as I am passive, and polite very much to my detriment mostly). I worry that I will literally say the wrong thing - like rather than saying "would you like another coffee" I will say "would you like a blowjob" (?! I know its weird, sometimes I do say the wrong word but not something inappropriate like this but sometimes I think I will have no control of what comes out of mouth...). I often have an overwhelming sense that something terrible is going to happen (or it has happened but nothing actually has, its just the sense of dread in my stomach).
The result of this is that I almost constantly feel angry and moody and stressed to the hilt.
Does anyone else have experience of this? Any advice?