me and partner have split up a few weeks ago and i havent been coping very well, when am upset and not thinking straight i do really stupid things. i met this guy online and agreed to meet up with hin for sex (never done this before and totally out of character for me) when i met him he had a mask on n his hood up so couldnt see who it was and he told me i was his slave, that creeped me out a bit and was scared to say no so just went along with it, i eventually said no and he did stop but i wish i just said no from the start! now i hate myself for it and if it wasnt for the kids think i would just end it al!!!! please help