I dont know if this is the right place to put this but ive only ever posted here sorry....Totally stressed at the thought of going back to work as been a sahm for a year and now on sick leave due to pnd. I have been accepted back to uni on a part time basis at 2 mornings a week and i am going back to work part time too. I was hoping to only do 2 evenings at 4 hrs or so each or a maximum of 7 hrs but now my manger is sayin I need to work a minimum of 18 hours a week on top of breaks etc. I have been advised to only return on half shifts by Occu Health so it wont be too bad for the first month or so but what after that!!!! I am doing a masters and after being out of studying for years i really want to give it my best shot and as I still have pnd i still struggle with getting my brain to work so everything is in a muddle I cant figure out childcare options for my baba, i need to arrange a loan to pay for my course but am to scared to pick up the phone in case of regection. i need to overcome panic attacks and get two trains to uni a day and make sure my baba is still happy and house is clean and dp is happy. I can write all the things down but cant get myself to address anything logically am I losing it again? I have had my tablets increased 2 months ago and was feeling really great now i want to stop the bus and get off again. sorry this is all mixed up good luck to anyone who can help xx