I am really at the end of what I can cope with for many reasons and after suffering a breakdown two months ago I feel like no one is helping me.
My employers are awful and unsupportive.
My partner is also going through a tough time so has become self centred.
My family live far away and don't understand and don't make an effort to understand.
My doctor is wonderful and has done all she can in terms of medication and referrals. She honestly is the only one who has my interests in mind and wants to see me improve. She is furious about the mental health system but there is nothing more she can do herself except keep referring.
I was referred to a psychiatric team for a full assessment as there are still issues with medication and my behaviours as well as anxiety and depression. They decided without even speaking to me that I didn't need the referral and enrolled me into a group talking therapy course (which my doctor thinks will be no help what so ever and could even potentially make things worse).
The group therapy was oversubscribed and they only rang me an hour before to tell me I didn't have a place and have booked me in for a different date when I'm working and my employers won't give me the time off.
Why does no one want me to get better? I can't do this on my own.