Waking in the early hours.

[KeemaNaanAndCurryOn]

Waking up at 4ish and not being able to get back to sleep because you can hardly breathe isn't a good sign is it?

I think a call to the CCTT is needed in the morning. I was hoping to leave it until thurs when I was due to see my c-co anyway, but I suspect I can't leave it till then.

Arse arse arse arse arse.

It's usually a sign that your depression, anxiety or stress is getting worse. My first sign is I can't get to sleep or wake up early.

I've reported that FT, that is a deplorable thing to do.

KN I am often up at that time, feel free to PM me - I would be happy to chat with you.

Actually I might help by boring you back to sleep if you like

Glad to see a new face over here. We could do with hundreds more.
But with respect, a lot of people need a whole lot more than chatting. But chatting is a good start.

Where in the OP did she ask for help? She was venting, chewing over what she would do about how she's feeling at the moment, sometimes people just want that, someone to listen. Sometimes there's nothing anyone can say.

But your comments here are pointless. You should not have posted at all, by doing so you have deliberately been (potentially) hurtful - and on the MH board? wtf are you playing at?

(and I say potentially because I don't suppose Keema gives a flying fuck about your opinion)

I have also reported your post, FT.

Really, you should be ashamed of yourself. Your behaviour is deplorable, and absolutely not in the spirit of Mumsnet.

Keema, I hope you get a fast appointment, and some guidance. Hugs from me, whether you want them or not!

Ive had this Keema, usually with anxiety. I found the nights can be the worse, its quiet, no one else around (physically, the whole world seems to be asleep) it hightens my anxiety.

yy call the CCTT, and come on here, there are quite a few people around. x

FT, do one. Have also reported.

Excuse me FavouriteThings, but I've been getting - and giving - support on this board for a bloody long time over various user names. You are not the owner of the MH board. You do not get to say who can and who can't post for help here.

I did take issue with some of your posts recently as they seemed to me that rather than wanting to offer mutual support and advice, you saw posting here as a good deed that should be done. I find that difficult as good deeds always carry a tinge of pity by the people doing them, towards helping people who are 'less fortunate' than yourself.

Your two posts on this thread are utterly bizarre. I know you've been reported, but frankly I'd like the posts to stand as they show your true colours admirably.

Take a screen shot, Keema. I wish MNHQ would tell her to do one, too.

Hope you're ok, keema.

Remember, the CCTT are there to help you - no harm ringing them just to put them in the picture, even if you are seeing them Thursday.

And ignore the idiocy on the thread.

What I was coming on to say before I read that load of sanctimonious toss was that I've got through the day so far by using PRN, but am bloody glad I'm seeing my care co tomorrow as I've not been this 'up' for ages.

Good luck tomorrow.

I have seen Keema twice now poo poo help from people that help her on the board. We are not mugs.

It is not for you to decide whether or not Keema wants/needs/gets help on the boards.

If you've nothing nice to say, DON'T SAY ANYTHING.

Or is that too difficult to comprehend?

It's unfair to respond like that to someone who has come on this board for support.

I hope it goes well with the care-co today keema.