im feeling trapped, feeling down.

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hey, im feeling a bit low. so ive come on here to talk see if it helps.
i want a fresh start, i moved into a lovely new build from being in run down blocks for 13yrs. but the new place has no privacy, communal garden with kids fighting, swearing, breaking my kids stuff and the noise is unbareable, to much back stabbing and bitching... so i want out. and while its a new build im hoping i got a chance to swap.
.....the problem is i feel trapped and limited to have to stay local due to the boys dad having them fortnightly and my partner whos son (with ex partner) lives half hr away. he doesnt live with me but stays a few nights a week and we have a child together.
im angry that im tied to this area, tied to the crap it reminds me of. i want to move miles away and there are people who would swap but im not allowed!!! i feel so down.
ive recently been diagnosed as bi-polar with psychosis, im finding it really hard to cope here and i dont know what to do :-(

What I know is that if I feel ok I can cope noise etc. better. Do you get any treatment to your psychosis?

not yet, my next appointment with psychologist is start of nov also have psychiatrist having to confirm it.
its not just the noise, i can shut the doors and windows - but in the summer it was dreadful! its a combination of things aswell as the noise.
but yes noise grates on me if im having a low day...most days!