Motivating myself

[Crawling]

I can't motivate myself to do anything. I want to lose weight but can't motivate myself to exercise. I don't clean and poor dh who works full time ends up doing it all. The only thing I can motivate myself to do is see to the kids basic needs.

If I didn't have the dc I wouldn't get out of bed in the morning. The other day I planned out a suicide for Wednesday because me and dh are arguing a lot. I just don't know what to do I hate everything about myself and what is driving dh nuts is the only time I'm happy is when I'm with my male best friend. But I can't help it he makes me laugh.

Join the club :(. same problems. even the Wednesday (was). I have one good friend, too.

Sorry can't help more. My only motivation is a possible med change.

It's so hard isn't it? So sorry to hear you are going through similar.

It is crap. I really hope the med change takes place.
Do you have any "motivatiors"? Like a trip to somewhere.

I don't the only motivation I have is that dh and I will argue if I've done nothing.

I hope your med change works.

oh, that's not nice one.